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Heaven On Earth.

It sure has been awhile.

Life gets like that sometimes doesn’t it? We get busy, make excuses, work too hard, play too little. In that time, life keeps moving and you miss so much. Everyone has their epiphany of when they need to slow down and smell the roses. This is mine.

Nine and a half months ago, I made a decision against my beliefs and for my own self gratification. But to be honest, if I knew I would be right here as happy as I am in this hospital bed, I would do it exactly the same over and over and over again.

Fast forward those 39 weeks and 4 days. I gave birth to possibly one of the most perfect babies on the planet. My son, Carter Michael Jones entered this world and my heart was forever changed.

I am surrounded by the sounds of his suckling, his dad’s snoring, and the occasional nursery sound in the hallway signaling a baby was born. These are all sounds that could very easily annoy another, but instead, put my heart at peace.

The amount of love I thought I could have for another human being has been surpassed exponentially and then some. There is no greater feeling than that. I believe. I also believe this is the type of love that Christ shares for us. A love so deep that there is no disappointment, no hurtfulness, and no deceit that could ever stop you from loving that person. Amazing.

I am filled with thankfulness, grace, love, happiness, peace, and an indescribable warmth inside my soul. This is the closest to Heaven on earth I think I will ever experience.

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Little feet

I never thought something that I used to think would be earth-shattering could be so amazing.

The first:

flutter in my belly;

sound of the heartbeat;

few seconds that lead up to finding out the sex;

picture of him;

they’re all so life-changing each time.

It’s hard to not want time to just fly by so I can meet him, but I am learning patience in a whole new light. It’s not about the end-result (which is really just the beginning) but it’s about the journey. Each day of him growing inside me is a new excitement.

It’s just magical.

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simply beautiful.

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Cravings

Oh the weirdest cravings I have been having lately. They include:

Mac ‘n Cheese

Strawberries with powdered sugar

Marshmallows

Cinnamon roll waffles (yes, they exist. yes, they’re amazing)

Chicken noodle soup

Protein bars

to be continued….

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1 Month.

The month sure has had its ups and downs.

Some ups and many more downs.

I made countless mistakes, lost a couple friends, drifted apart from others, been stressed beyond belief, slept in, had all-nighters, tried new things, moved, hurt people, gotten hurt, but most significantly: I fell in love.

I met the man that I am going to spend the rest of my life with. He is everything I’ve have ever wanted, needed, and more. Today we celebrated one month together even though it feels like much longer.

We spent the entire day together just us two. Then we came back home and he cooked me dinner I didn’t have to lift a finger. We had dinner just the two of us with a little background music; it was delightful. He then proceeded to do the dishes. What a wonderful man. Then, we watched a few episodes of Breaking Bad and snuggled up on the couch as I fell asleep.

Nothing better.

I wouldn’t trade all the heartache and sorrow of everything thing else around me for anything, because it got me to the blissful stage I am in at this very second.

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this.

is.

beautiful.

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